Monday Blues

Tomorrow is  Monday...

Who doesn't hate Mondays ? I presume that, all the human beings, like myself, would dislike waking up early, getting dressed and heading to work/school. I just don't feel like waking up tomorrow.

What if I fall in a supermassive black hole, during my dreams, and I never wake up ? That's a great alternative  ! Now, let's imagine the hole.

Never mind people, it was me just being the silly me. A couple of days ago, London Fashion Week opened its Somerset House doors. Therefore, am going to share my favorite looks with you guys. Starting with these sandals from Acne : 

Printed tee : a must have in every girl's wardrobe

Some impressive Boho/chic street style, from Topshop : 

B&W prints and pinky hair => rockabilly : 

M.A.C make-up for Vivienne Westwood : 

Okay, Cara Delevingne (behind the model) is a miracle : 

Details at Matthew Williamson : 

Jac with a green leather jacket : *bliss*

" You and what Army "  : 

Ah ! Now yay for PFW. Those photos were tagged under #lfw, in Tumblr.com.

Talk to you soon, people !

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perfect weather to mourn

NumberNin6 - Tom Bowling

Yes indeed, just the way I like it : cloudy, rainy, windy and almost cold.

Perfect day for mourning your bad luck while eating white chocolate and sipping mint tea? Yeah !
Some people have ironically asked : '" Mourning is your best activity ? " My answer is : " Got a better alternative? "
For record, it's just a non-permanent state that comes and goes, just like people...It's something that you can't explain, a sort of an odd phenomenon that makes an appearance, quite suddenly. All teary and afraid, yous start doubting your own sanity, behaviors and actions.

What have I done ? Why am I doing this ? What...Why ? 

Indeed, it's something that you can't explain. Helpless and clueless, all you can do is rewinding and trying to find the black hole in the script. <<

You meet people. Unlike yourself, you quickly like and start cherishing these people and within days they are the closest ones to your heart. The kind of friends that you never got the chance to genuinely have. The ones that  only their company would delight you and cheer you up. Time goes by, things get somehow chaotic in your mind, struggling between so many things,  I ended up losing the balance. Following my bloody heart lead me to unwillingly stabbing someone.Twice...

In my entire life, I've never got the intention to hurt or injure anyone. I'd rather hurt my own self than seeing others suffering because of me. Why am I existing for if I enhance such feelings ? I don't..I just can't stand seeing people I know and love going through bad times, because of my damned existence. 

The feeling of losing people is indescribable. You do things and you know that those kind of things will make people get away from you. But you can't help it. You need to live your own life too. I guess I just have to live with remorse and regret. I want to fix things up, but even trials aren't permitted in my case. I've just done so much...

Just quickly ending this bed time story : whatever you do people, make sure to keep the beloved ones close to you ; take a good care of them and don't let them get away from your sight. You might never know when they simply vanish out of your existence. All is void...

I started planning my up-coming getaway. Maybe a year abroad, far away from Africa, in another continent maybe... I haven't got much to do over there anymore. I've done so  much damage already.
Anyway, take care y'all.

Peace !

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09/09/2012

Okay...
Another entry that starts with "okay" because I've just seen something weird on my keyboard right now. And as far as am awake, I seem to be hallucinating. Great !

So, I have spent a quite idle week : no classes, no lectures, no real activities ! Just hanging out at home, watching movies, sleeping and eating. This week might be a bit different because it's getting more serious with lectures,and we sometimes need to attend.

However, am planning for an occult photo-shoot this week. Am so excited for it. I have chosen my model, now am basically imagining her, fitting my blackness, in pictures. She'll fit :)

I miss a lot of people lately...And I can't do anything about that. So, I guess I just have to assume the consequences of my own actions.

Anyway, this was a quick update, I'll be posting more often during this week. Closing this post with these lovely words from Staind.

Staind - Tangled up in you 

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Back-to-school : ready or not ?

Okay...( I wrote "okay" and then I burst into laughing ! Am such a psycho)

Back-to-school tag. Am quite sure that you've been seeing this tag, a lot, lately.Well let's face it, summer is gone, fall is coming ahead, books and pens are ready to be used again, dusty class rooms will get populated again, halls will get revived after a long summer break, and so on.

Personally, am not much of a fan of school because at some point, I was about to be home-schooled, but things didn't work out well. However, it's always great to learn things.No matter how shitty or boring the tutor is. Stuffing (I mean it in a good way) your brain with a lot of information that you might use/apply in your daily life, at a certain extend, is actually a good thing people, a "bonus" as in video-games.My love and hate for maths, physics and chemistry is infinite. It just happens that I love these subjects. It somehow adds another dimension to the process of "life :understanding & analyzing". For instance, when you learn chemistry, they teach you that the air is made of infinite amount of  gas molecules. Untouchable objects ; true, but the theory confirms it all. Life is just a huge big shitty hole of various molecules ! That's my conclusion, so far. Or probably, that's how I see it.

In this entry, I just decided to make it a bit different.Will be featuring a lot of things...

Back-to-school inspired fashion : a selection of backpacks :

Some interesting DIY ideas : 

How to dye stockings.

Cute Bookmarks : 

DIY Chevron print keds : 

A music selection : 

SOULMATES

Dancing in Slow Motion (Story of Isaac Remix)

Clams Casino - I'm God (Squeex Remix)

Twigs - Ache

Elo Method & Subranger - Make Believe [FREE]

And that's all for tonight, folks :) 

Cheers !

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